..so keep me awake to memorize you

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ♥

Whenever I keep on thinking about what is happening, I always tell myself to read this quote over and over again.

There comes a point in your life, when you realize who matters, who never did, who won’t anymore, and who always will, so don’t worry about people from your past, there’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your future.

I'm slowly beginning to think and be more realistic.

To think that nothing i can do to salvage this relationship.

You've chose this path and I had no choice but to followed suit.

I still have other friends who care

Shall not waste my time dwelling on it.

I cant waait for my kl trip with the cousins.

Being with them makes me feel carefree & forget about everything even though for a moment.

/6:11 AM

Sunday, November 22, 2009 ♥

I was reading idah blog and it such a coincidence she wrote about friendship.

I teared up reading her entry (emo sikit).

I guess I need time to let go.

Its quite sad & its hurting me too.

I need to stop thinking about it and stop posting about you so I wont think too much over it.

I sound like a sadist, boohoo.

THIS IS FINALLY IT.

/3:12 PM

Saturday, November 21, 2009 ♥

its exactly 1 more month to my 19th and i've got something good happening today.

to remember & always will

besides that, something bad happened too.

So my dear friend who is reading this,

I would like you to know that

A part of me is not willing to let it go but since you started this drama,

i might as well not brood too much on it and let it go.

Although it hurts me a lot, stresses me out, makes me think like mad what ive done wrong till you act this way, all i can say is...

thanks for being a part of me.

Even if we were to be friends again,

i can assure you it will never be the same again.

thank you for being fake to me all this while

thank you for hurting me this much

thank you for making me into the '' i-am-not-the-friend-you-used-to-know"

do not blame me if you see this hard-hearted person.

i guess valueing friendship can never be same again after what happened.

i need time to trust friendship all over again.

this is it.

/10:33 PM

Friday, November 20, 2009 ♥

/1:15 PM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 ♥

Brought back so much memories. It seems just like yesterday. Time flew by so fast and look where we are now. Kak efah is married with one child now while Nana is getting married end of this yr.

/12:08 AM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ♥

The most important thing in life is your family.

There are days you love them, and others you don’t,
but in the end they’re the people you always come home to.

Sometimes it’s the family you’re born into and sometimes it’s the one you make for yourself.

- Sex and the City

my very ''gemilang'' family picture for you!

it always has & will always be <3

/7:48 AM